i miss having your hair in my face ! :( i keep saying it's an irritant/
but thats what puts me to sleep during long ride home or ,
even just a simple nap with you by myside :(
a week is fuck long , and make it worse to know you crying .
and i can't do anything , just let you weep telling you it's alright.

on a lighter note , i got season four L word ! I FEEL COMPLETE .
i watched the whole show few months back ,think.
and i swear , alice&tasha are so hot together .
and shane's is much hotter. and the fucks are better , more realistic.
i am no pervert, but sex is suppose to be natural ON SCREEN,
but i bet shane and paige continued behind the scene.

okay i dah tired and i am goign to watch L word.
and talk to faiz , somehow talking to her , keeps me distracted.
I LOVE FAIZ ! HAHA , BITCH KEEPS ME AWAKE TILL THE SUN RISE
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omfg , i am crying my balls out at 5.17am in the morning ! :( :(
i have not seen you for years , or so it feels like.
i can't do much , but to cry .i miss you .
i love you , that goes pretty much without saying .

i never been nice to you , nor am i worth your time or even love .
i am being paranoid once again ,i am going round the bush.

just know one thing , i love you .
what i mean is ,
i don't need your money to buy my love.
i don't need you to be Katherine moennig for me to fall for you.
i just want you to be you ,
Be Nas .