there's climax@play but i will be leaving singapore on the 10th and once come back have the trengganu trip to go :/i so do not want to go lah please. completing L word season 4 but season 3 is with jane since everr . let's open topic .

you know the giodarno singature 'quote' : a world full of strangers

i agree . but not in the positive way. the world is a cruel place and full of lies.friends aren't actually friends . bestfriends ? even worse. the outcome can be major man. Bestfriends + fight = cold war . and since , i am not good at making friends , so why bother starting kan . i never believe in clique. it's so hyprotical. (or whatever the word is ) all these while , i think it's just bullshit . but this year , i turn back on my words , my own values . and i guess i am paying the price for being a fool . but i am not doing anything about it . i am living , still breathing and the only thing that change is i am stronger , a whole lot. words can't do damage but it break the trust / i am bitch , and i speak only the truth thats all , an into your face . i won't bother putting on a fake smile and laugh like a plastic girl . i rather be a loner you see. (:

i live on this :

friends , they come and go . and i am glad i never been to clingy at all . i know a friend who been there all these while . not one but a few , and i am grateful for everything.i should have listened to you , and not them. but i am here a whole lot different but somehow the same . friends , not good friends you see.

but a bestfriend ? yes , i found. i would not call her my soulmate cause we are not alike is anyways . but being the exact opposite of me fills the other half . something , and someone i can never be nor something i can live without . she doesn't make my heart race , not my palm sweat but she does make me feel ... special . something a girl always want to feel . i don't have to be first in math , or top in class to be special , but just being with her, creates that .. feeling . even though she stares down my shirt , and claim i am the prettiest thing she ever seen ( i know , she's blind too . ) .or makes stupid games in the train , i still love her for who she is .

everything is worth doing , just for you