it really comes down , not how many times you say iloveyou or iadoreyou and not even imissyou . but it's really how much you show that you actually mean those words you say. i never wanted you to actually take me under your wings but all i ask is to show me the real feelings of yours . i am done and through with the game , but i want so much for you to stay and be a part of my life .have you wondered why i actually stay on , saying those words even knowing its wrong you know , i am not yours . cause you never seem to ever want to take the chance to let me be yours. i am not being selfish , i am justbeing rational. i love you, nas . i truely do . but sometime i doubt you know how much . i doubt you know why i am still carrying a torch for you , after all thats done . but never ever doubt . that i love you deeply, and i am not letting anything go, not for now .