i remember people calling me that 'playgirl' . i play people outt , and leave them hanging , mending for themselves . i have been called a jerk. too many times . i know. people really just don't see me for who i really am. like nash , i am a natural flirt. i flirt without knowing i am flirting get it ? i have been said to give people false hopes and leave them crashing on the ground .

but guess what peopleee (: i have decided to put that life to a stooop. i know it's to young to settle down . but for once , it's nice to have a relationship that is worth the memories . and that's what i am going to put on youu. i don't want to be sleazing behind people's back and especially not yours. i am done , pretending to feel good about it but actually deep down . i am nott . so period . but at the same time , we are all humans. we could hurt each other without knowing . so i am neither here nor there . she knows what i feel , and it goes the same way to for me. but nothing is sett right now. (: like i always , a girl can always dream .

i want you to know , that i am going to take things slow for you , for us. i never want to rush into things . let time be the one guiding us through this . let our feelings flow themselff (:
i love you , boo .