which to bury, us or the hatchet?

today , i realised . i could live without those bitches anyway ? who wouldn't.

i need my family , nash , sha nin cheongg and amanda . maybe there's a few others. i made a vow to sha nin man. our new bff method. it's a go0d long thing,

since long i had this deep conversation with Mr . Girlfriend

[05:48:34 PM] nashollcraft: for me is also everything about u arouses me ....ur voice , the scent of ur skin, the texture of ur hair on my lips those killing and penetrating eyes when u are mad ...
.[05:48:45 PM] nashollcraft: those sweet smile when u laugh
[05:48:54 PM] nashollcraft: when u wrinkled ur nose
[05:49:14 PM] nashollcraft: the moment u touch me with ur eyes
[05:49:21 PM] nashollcraft: i could feel ur presence
[05:49:52 PM] nashollcraft: like yesterday...i cant see u but when u saw me i could feel u and it arouses me that i felt embarrassed by it
[05:50:18 PM] keep your ey: aww , that's fucking sweet
[05:50:38 PM] nashollcraft: yyes i confess
[05:50:52 PM] nashollcraft: i love taking the escalators with u
[05:51:04 PM] nashollcraft: just standing behind u or infront of u
[05:51:21 PM] nashollcraft: ur body against mine....sets the flame inside raging [05:51:49 PM] nashollcraft: if the mall was empty ...i will not be able to control myself
,[05:52:31 PM] nashollcraft: so baby when i nuzzle on u to smell the scent of ur bare skin...dun push me away
[05:52:40 PM] nashollcraft: cos it hurt
[05:53:09 PM] nashollcraft: if i dislike ur smeelll baby i wouldn't be near u on the first place

ahhh ! you're the fucking bitch that i love Mr.Girlfriend. you mean more than all those sluts i have to face each day , so why ruin my face with wrinkles when i get angry with them right ?

she amuses me in her own cute ways ,
i won;t go further , but you make me want you more .

you are still the one i love ,