today have been really sucky , read that SUCKY . oh well , at least being attached got its advantage , i owe alot to her, for making the tears go away.

she doesn't expect much from the relationship , and said that it was a good thing , but to me.i feel like i haven't been giving what she really deserve. come on , i don't know if i can make it this saturday and it will be the third time this is happening . sigh , and because of stupid past , ah. it's been haunting every minute , everyday. i just don't want t show it. great i am pathetic.

but you know how much i loveyou don't you ? hah you better . nownow , this stranger thing , is really bugging me . comeon a personal note t you , tell me who you are , cause i learn not t judge anymore.

you may BE SUPER FAT , and people think you have a big heart but YOU'RE REALLY MEAN .
hah , i am not pointing fingers , but yeah , from experienced man.
and people may think that you're a total heart throb and a real playboy . but you're actually good at heart , and that's one side that people cannot see. and only , if one let you , then will they know all about those hidden agenda you have inside :D

oh i love writing this down , and i can go on ranting about it all day , but then you readers will get bored please