[02:00:10 AM] nashollcraft: well i love you so much
[02:00:13 AM] nashollcraft: i did not realise
[02:00:14 AM] nashollcraft: tha
t [02:00:20 AM] nashollcraft: i have change a lot
[02:00:32 AM] nashollcraft: i never used to let down my ego to coax a gir0l
[02:00:37 AM] nashollcraft: even if i do
[02:00:40 AM] nashollcraft: i have my limits
[02:00:42 AM] nashollcraft: and just now
[02:01:05 AM] nashollcraft: usually i would just block u or go off already[
02:01:24 AM] nashollcraft: after 5 mins of coaxing and ur response is still not satisfying[02:01:37 AM] nashollcraft: but somehow
[02:01:52 AM] nashollcraft: even tho how much my heart aches when u do dat[02:01:59 AM] nashollcraft: cos its not me
[02:02:10 AM] nashollcraft: i just cant bare to leave u mad like dat
[02:02:12 AM] nashollcraft: i just cant
[02:02:26 AM] nashollcraft: tat is why i did not want to argue either
[02:02:44 AM] nashollcraft: cos i cant bare to hurt u even a lil bit [02:02:50 AM] nashollcraft: and making u pissed just now
[02:02:55 AM] nashollcraft: i was so worried inside
[02:03:06 AM] nashollcraft: i kept asking fariyah that i should put down
[02:03:21 AM] nashollcraft: but she say a while longer till shazzey can call her
[02:03:26 AM] nashollcraft: so i tot it was ok
[02:03:31 AM] nashollcraft: until u block me
[02:03:34 AM] nashollcraft: and all[02:03:37 AM] nashollcraft: it hurts lar
[02:03:43 AM] nashollcraft: i can luff but it hurts
[02:03:56 AM] i never will: i am sorry k sayang . :( sorry sorry srry sorry sorry . sorry for making you feel that bad :/ and also about my stupid / childish act . SORRY SAYANG
[02:04:25 AM] nashollcraft: no
[02:04:31 AM] nashollcraft: please dun say sorry
[02:04:34 AM] nashollcraft: i am amazed
[02:04:40 AM] nashollcraft: at myself
[02:04:44 AM] nashollcraft: and my patient
[02:04:57 AM] nashollcraft: i am a changed person cos my love for u
[02:05:16 AM] nashollcraft: and nth can ever have change me taht way
[02:05:26 AM] nashollcraft: unless its strong love
[02:05:38 AM] nashollcraft: so baby
[02:05:53 AM] nashollcraft: thank you so muc hfor letting me fall for you
[02:06:34 AM] nashollcraft: now and forever i will be ur 96% boyfriend 4% girlfriend k?[02:06:56 AM] i never will: HAH , well its a pleasure having you falling for me :D
[02:07:26 AM] i never will: i love you alot alot ok sayang . i am sorry about just now , and i will undo everything if i can . i just dont want you t feel hurt
[02:07:37 AM] i never will: and also , i never never want t fight with you
[02:07:42 AM] nashollcraft: nah hurt and pain is pleasure
[02:07:50 AM] nashollcraft: if i dun feel hurt means sth is wrong
[02:07:56 AM] nashollcraft: means i dun feel for u at all
[02:08:01 AM] nashollcraft: but i did feel hurt
[02:08:05 AM] nashollcraft: strongly hurt
[02:08:18 AM] nashollcraft: and that means my feelings for you are so strong[02:08:35 AM] nashollcraft: that such lil things have a great impact on ur hubby

i cried reading this , sigh , what love could do to two people .
it's really amazing , i lovelove you sayang . alright :D
and i never meant my childish ways like last night .
i know you forgave me but still , it hurts knowing , i who vows never t hurt you , hurt you with my very own words and actions . i am sorry , real sorry.

alright , off two days . out with beloveds and off to the beach for an overnight with one whole bigbigbig family :D