i finlaly get it alright ?
i am a selfish , worthless , ignorant bitch that doesnt deserve to be here .

beat me , make me bruise , do whatever you want , till you are taisfied with my fucking attitude.
i don't undertsand , how to keep away this negativity when all i hear is degrading words from you .

what did i do to deserve this
you vreate me to destroy me

i done too many sins , too little deeds for you all to be proud of .
but sometime . i am like a shadow , fading away .

yes she's better than me , she's more worth it than me ,
kakak memang baik , kakak memang pandai .
tau jage hati orang tua .
orang cakap aper pon , pernah kakak lawan ? takkan .
kakak orang nyer boleh pergi jauh

eka aper tau ,
saketkan hati jek .
hari-hari buat masalah .
satu lepas satu eka susahkan keluarga . kalau tak ni , eka gi cari kejer tak senonoh untok dibuat.
hanyut eka .
neraka tempatnyer eka .

does that rings a bell ?
i give up , i give up .
i give up trying to impress you . and get myself degraded .
i give up