i could scream and shout(: oh my holly curls . seriously , I CAN SCREAM .
i gave my mother the most honest reflection , with the most ME into it .
i am happy a happy girl i am . you can eat my fullest shit if you don't . (:

then , today i found out that my relative's soon-to-be fiance passed away due to motorcycle accident , sad but if you think about it . really , hapiness is short-lived . remember someday at some point of time , you will make that last breath of yours .no matter what , with black magic too , you can never have a never ending life sigh thats life i bet. oh well .

SOMEDAY , i wish i was just a lil kid again , and BE A REAL KID . i hate being worried about what happen next and just live that moment , thank god i changed. i really do have a soft side of kids , seriously . i don't know why, within the tough attitude, i love babies , toodlers and sometimes a young kid. i believe that their hapiness lies within me , if their happy i know i am.i want to be that person to give a kid a smile .(: what lies beneath the hood lies within my hand

oh well , today is over , tmr is results :X